Day 11

I didn't do much today, just cleaned the kitchen, watch TV.... I went to the store for a little while but other then that today was a pretty meaningless day.

Day 10

Today I stayed up all night, again. It's not good for me but I still do it all the time. Anyway, I have my volunteer training today at 1pm and since mom doesn't want me driving in little rock I had to go with my dad at 5:30 to his work. We got there at 6:30 and I got to meet some of his coworkers. One of them is named Jeff but everyone calls him Elvis, he's really cool. He bought me coffee then we talked about Elvis for a little while.

Then one of his coworks from england spent 20 minutes telling me how wonderfull it was that I was volnteering at a hospice, he's really cool and talks as much as I do. He thought it was awesome that I was doing this and he kept telling me how important it was to the community. Hospices started in London but I don't think that had anything to do with it. ;)

Kate picked me up at 8 and I crashed on her couch until 12. Then, after she got her car to start, she took me to James Powell Towers and I helped Stephanie, manger of volunteer services at odyssey. I just handed out the papers and such but yeah. It was fun, and she said I'll have someone to work with in about two weeks.

We got done at 2:47 and I sent a text to my aunt letting her know, which did no good since her car wouldn't start. So she sent my dad a text letting him know to come get me and dad got all worried I would be stuck outside in the rain, but I waited inside with Stephanie until he got there so it was fine.

Mel might have to move in with us soon if I can't find him a good paying job in Jacksonville by May. He rents the house from a friend, but his friend's Sister and her husband are wanting to have a kid so they need the space. Mel can not handle five screaming kids very well, this will be interesting to see.

Day 8

Well, I would have posted but I've been trying to adjust to being home again. But I should be getting started again soon. I've been working on my personal graden for the yard, hopefully it turns out good. I don't have much done yet.

I tried to upload a picture to post on here but my computer hates me, So I'll have to do it thursday when I go over to my aunts house.

I applied at big lots today, hopefully I get the job. And I got the shot for the TB test yeasterday. I have to go back tomorrow and I hope I pass.

Other then that I've posted some more poetry and such so I guess I'll update the page and then update my website.

Day Five

We went to the Little Rock art center today, that was really awesome. We didn't get to see the main thing because it costs $20. But we did get ot look at the rest of it and it was wonderful. I will admit that I am not a fan of all art but I do enjoy many different styles.

We also went down to The Old Mill in North Little Rock and I took a few pictures. Here's one I took for an article I'm trying to get published. [Click Me!] I have a few more but they will have to wait until I get started on my next story.

I'm hungry, really hungry. But I don't want to wake up my grandmother. Hot dogs should be fine though, I might go make me some after I finish this post. I would do it now but I kept putting it off and now it's 4am.

I'm going home tomorrow, or today. How ever you want to think about it. It may or may not be fun but it's life. I'll just have to suck it up and go spend the next year with my family. Hopefully I can get a job soon. I really need the money if I'm going to move out when I want to.

I may watch some South Park before bed, I may not. O well, night.

Day Four

I got some new clothes today, one of them is a white button down that fits perfectly. The only reason I'm happy about this is because I need clothes that do fit since I out grew mine 6 months ago, I'm slow when it comes to shopping. God do I hate shopping.

I added a new page to my blog, it has a list of all my writing I have up online. I'm currently working on an article about Parents and talking to their teens about sex. Even says to write about what you know and that's one of the things I know most about.

Mel is annoyed with me, I didn't get to talk to him before he went to sleep tonight. Which kind of sucked but I'll make it up to him sometime after I go home. I love talking to my boyfriend, just I can't always do it.

I got to watch South Parks Woodland Critter Christmas, it is fucked up. Funny as hell, but I think it is the most messed up episode of South Park I have seen so far. Man, it's gonna suck when I go home. I can't watch vids on my computer. O well.

I got to go see Ruby and her daughter today. Ruby is my Aunt Kate's friend from high school. She's known me since I was a baby and her daughter(can't spell the name) is about 2. She's a cute little red head who is smarter then most adults I have met. We laid on her mother's bed and watched a movie while the "grown ups" watched "adult" shows. It was fun. Mostly we hid under blankets and tackled each other.

Other then that I didn't get to do much today, I'm going to do my best to sleep tonight(pulled an all nighter again) so that me and Kate can go do what we have been planning to do since I got here. Hopefuly it all works out.

Day Three

I pulled an all nighter last night, not good for my mental health. But I came up with some really good poems because of it. I always get the best poems when I'm about to pass out on my ass.

I wrote a article on God today, but they put it under Christianity. It doesn't go there but hey, what the heck? At least it got published.

We went to a clothing store and I got two pairs of nice pants and a pair of nice shoes for $25. Which isn't bad at all. I have some new clothes I got from my aunt's girlfriend so I have clothes for job interviews and work and such. I'm going home this weekend and Kate is going to take me to a few places before I do.

We're going to go to Big Lots to see if they are still hiring then we are going to go to the cemetery my great grandparents are buried at. Mainly just because I want to know where they are buried, maybe I'll take some pictures of them later on.

Tomorrow some guy is coming to work on my aunt's car and if I'm up I'm going to walk down to The Old Mill on McCain. It's not that far and she can drive there later on and hang out with me. Maybe we will go on a picnic or something. I haven't gotten to do that in a while.

I need my own camera so I can take pictures whenever I go somewhere. But then again I might forget it somewhere and then where would I be?

Day Two

I may start making more then one post a day, but who knows.

I just found out about National Poetry Month. During April you write one poem a day, and I think I can do that. I'll just post it t Triond(an online publishing site) then post the link on here for anyone who may stumble upon my blog. Some people enjoy my poetry so hopefully this will workout.

I found a website called South Park Studios. It has ever episode of South Park, ever! Also, it has a avatar creator. You can make a charactor that looks like they would be on south park. It's mainly for there forums but you can save them as images or email them to people. Here is one I made.

But I guess I should be heading to bed now, or atleast wishing Mel goodnight. Then again, the tube of you has been calling me.

Day One

I've been 17 for a week now and it's awesome. I've bought 1 R-Rated movie and applied for one job. Hopefully I get it. It's a small job down at a gas station about 12 minutes from my house, which wouldn't be bad. I need to get some clothes I can work in though because I out grew all of mine. My aunt is going to take me to a used clothes store tomorrow to look for them. She would today but her girlfriend just moved to LA and she's really upset.

They wanted to get married last month, but because of the snow storm that month they couldn't make it to Iowa. Afterwards they just didn't have the money. But Tony, my aunt's girl, needed to make more money for her mother in the Philippines. So she left to loo for work. Lucky, it only took her two days to find something and my aunt Kate should be moving in a few months to live with her. After that, if I don't have a job, I might try moving in with my aunt and finding a job in little rock or some of the cities around it. Maybe in Jacksonville near my boyfriend, I'd work with him but he builds houses for a living.

Mel is 21 and the best man i have ever met. We've been together for 2 years and my family loves him. He always buys me things, makes me laugh, is there when I need him. A lot of people have told me that because when we met I was 14 and he was 19 that me and him couldn't make it work. There's 4 1/2 years between us, but age is just a state of mind. Time was created to give meaning to those who needed it. But for people like me, it doesn't matter.

I'm at my aunt's right now, she lives with my grandmother(her mom) but I don't think that will last long. They never can stand each other for major lengths of time. Might be because they are so much alike, but who knows. I'm on my grandmother's laptop watching Into The Wild. It's a really good movie that I recommend to anyone who likes movies about adventure and truth.

I don't know when I'm going home, maybe in a week or so. I don't want to anyway, I'm the oldest out of six kids and my family tends to bug me. My mom doesn't work and we're all home schooled, see my dilemma? O well, I'm getting my GED this year and if mom won't let me live with Nana I'll just wait until I'm old enough to move out on my own. I need money though, but I'm working on that.